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Twenty- two!!!  I can’t believe it myself I am fully young aldult. haha.. I always still think of myself like a kid. hehe.. Totally away from home 2 years..

I planned to have a thai food dinner with my housemate. There are 18 people came to my b’day party dinner. It was good and enjoy. Everybody was having a good dinner and drink. I am glad my housemates came and spend time with me. I am very happy.

In my whole 20 years life, I always by myself. I was treating like a baby from my parents. No matter what do, i always listened to my parents. In life, the hardest thing to do is become a human. Becoming human is hard to make decision. I love to make decision by myself. Sometimes u either want to listen to the parents or yourself. Come to the age of aldult, being aldult can do whatever you want.If u don’t listen to the parents in 20s, is just think u not obey. If listen to the parents, u just never grow up.

Sometimes people teach things to us, it doesn’t mean protect us and we grow up. As a human being, growing up or becoming stronger are through the experience.

My 22 birthday, I was wearing a white dress and clipping a white flower on my hair. White symbolized Purity. As a human has to be nice and pure, neverever do bad things in life. I wish I have my own living new life to begin. Everything has to start from the zero. I will not go back where I was before. I believe that nothing is impossible. Everything has to make it into a reality.    

I am going to sing this song for my graduation performance. This is so inspiration. I wish I can reach my dream.

Reach lyrics sang by Gloria Estefan

Some dreams live on in time forever
Those dreams, you want with all your heart
And I’ll do whatever it takes
Follow through with the promise I made
Put it all on the line
What I hoped for at last would be mine

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life

I’m gonna be stronger
Know that I’ve tried my very best
I’d put my spirit to the test
If I could reach

If I could reach
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life I’m gonna be stronger

Reach, I’d reach, I’d reach
I’d reach, I’d reach so much higher
Be stronger.

I only left 20 days, it is my 22nd birthday. I left 1 month, It is my graduation day. Suddenly pop outs in my mind, i can’t believe in 2 years. I have a lot of thoughts what i have been through from the begining I came to Aussies. In my whole single life, I don’t have anything. I only have dance with me. I flied to Australia all by myself. If there is no dance, I would not be able to stand my own 2 legs to explore the new world and not able to find myself.

Somehow, I have nothing to do. I just open up my dance diary and write a poem about what i have been learning in 2 years from the dance.

Me and you (dance)

Dance is my life.Dance is so beautiful that it doesn’t seem to belong to the world.

Dance is my love.Dance gives happiness, joy, laughter and love.

Dance makes me find who I am.

Dance teaches me how to feel with everything.

Dance teaches me how to be strong and brave. Dance teaches me how to challenge with everything.

Dance teaches me to be patience and truthful.

Dance teaches me not to be fear of everything.

Dance teaches me not to be sel-fish and arrogant.

Dance teaches me how to love.

Dance makes me grow up.

Dance makes me enjoy.

Dance makes me relax.

Dance brings me to explore the new world.

I love you, my dance

When I look at this poem, I can feel how much meaningful in these 2 years. Everytime, I always dream to be a dancer. But, Dreams do not come true at all. Dreams provide the mind with the motivation to make things happen.

All my achievements are from my hardwork. I hope there is a new life for me to walk and spread my wings and fly. I will not go back where i was before.