Archive for July, 2007

Nobody knows

Sunday, July 22nd, 2007

"Nobody Knows" sang by Pink

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I’m asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret’s safe with me
There’s nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don’t it feel like I’m all alone
Who’s gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I’ve lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It’s win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret’s safe with me
There’s nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don’t it feel like I’m all alone
Who’s gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I’ve lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I’ll be there my friend
I’ll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythem of my heart
The way I do when I’m lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

SYDNEY!!!

Friday, July 20th, 2007

I have not seen Helena since March. I really miss her cook and care. I really enjoy our reuion dinner in Sydney.

Early the morning, all my schoolmates have to go to UNSW to watch the Sydney Eistedfod. It is very new to me to watch all the performance section. I like to watch Australian dancer’s energy especially muscial theater and tap dance. In the night, I have jazz dance. In my whole life, I have never done jazz dance until I came to Aussies. This year I did the jazz routine is very stunning. When hear the name "wolfmother", everyone thinks is very trashy. Yea, It is very trashy dance. I am very excited to do this dance. In the UNSW, there is no proper changing room for us. It is very bad condition for us to prepare ourselves. Everybody has to place all the stuff along the corridor. As a result, I did well my jazz on stage. I can’t believe I look so stunning and my hair has to be really crazy.

After finish performance, I started worry the ballet. my left 4th toe was still terrible injure. I prayed for myself and I believe I can do it.

The next morning again, I have to tease my hair stunning again like wolfmother hairstyle for my comtemporary. I am very happy I can do such a beautiful comtemporary which is choregraphed by Miss Loiuse. One of a famouse music from Mozart. It sounds like going to hell. The costume is very red like blood. This piece of dance is very meaningful to me.

Before doing ballet, a lot of girls decided not want to do the ballet. Anita had foot injuries as well. Everyone was trying to tell Miss Eversen to pull out. I had the confident to do it because I had prepared my toe. Between that, my secondary schoolmate, Kuan Minn called me. He studied in UNSW. Imaging the world is so small that I can meet my friend in Aussies. We had a coffee and long chat. Not long ago, I just got a inform that we are not doing ballet by Miss Eversen. I felt so dissapointed I dind’t get a chance to do ballet for my last year in Sydney. Then, I continue have conversation with Kuan minn before going back hotel.

In the nite, me and misa went to Darling Harbour. It was so beautiful to see the lights colour. I went back to hotel to wait other people who were in hip hop dance. For the last nite, all the ADPI people were having party in my aprtment. They celabrated for the dance result were good.Mitchelle was dancing very happy and funny.I can’t believe Mitch is leaving another 3 months to Cruise ship in South America.

The last day in Sydney, I am going to Sydney Opera house, The Rocks, and Harbour Bridge with Misa. Guess what?? I met my beloved Jackie there. When I saw her, I just ran to her and hugged her very tide. My tears just dropped off from my eyes. I told her I miss her so so so much. I am very happy that I have an opportunity to meet my friends in Sydney. I was thinking if ROS, JACK, JOEL, JAKE, MICHAEL, and other Allen st people were in Sydney with us, there will be good.

Before I catched taxi to airport, I gave my last hug to Kuan Minn and Jackie. It is to show them I miss them and I love you all, my friends. I will not forget the wonderful reunion moment in SYDNEY.  

SYDNEY!!!

Friday, July 6th, 2007

When I see the beautiful white nutshell building on the TV, poster, or everywhere, that is Sydney Opera House. I am so excited when I reached in Sydney. The first thing comes into my mind is Opera House. Finally I have made it to visit twice. 

Before I flew to Sydney on Friday, I can’t believe that I sprained my left 4th toe. It looked so gross while my toe was bruise and in purple color. Everybody said :" You broke your toe!!!" In the begining, I was so worry. But, I told myself not to leave my dance because of 1 toe. In 3 days, I healed my toe as soon as I got better with Icing and physio.

On Thursday night, I packed my stuff to get ready. Sam was so panicked I didn’t pack. I asked not to worry of me. Eveything will be fine. I slept at 12 a.m., I chat with my dad on the skpe. My dad was so cute, he asked me all the list about the packing and concerned me about the Sydney. I told my dad again, I have packed, everything will be fine. Not long ago, I have a secondary schoolmate, Kuan Minn messaged me. He is still in Sydney and wants to meet up there. I was so happy that I can meet 3 friends who are in Sydney. It made me feel forget about the perfromances.

On Friday morning, I was having breakfast with Drew and Brent. They cursed my flight is not going to make it. I just laughed and asked them to shut up and touch wood. In the airport, Sam, Misa, and I waited for our flight. Misa and Sam hate taking flight. I just don’t know why. They think flight is bz and scary. To me, I like to fly. I always wish to be flight attendance if I give up my dance.

After 15 mins, there is an annnoucement about flight delay because of traffic and wheather. I was still very easygoing and wait. SAM was panick and said :" Oh no, the wheather is so bad, it must be dangerouse on the way to Sydney." OMG!!! I told Sam  not to worry. Don’t think about it. It will be good. I messaged to Drew and Brent about the flight delayed and the cursed what they had made up. As a result, the flight was good. I was happy with the flight.

I lived the hotel at the City. I was sharing with Misa, Julie,KTK, JJ, Kate F. I was not satisfied the hotel than last year. Last year, we stayed in Bondi Junction. The apartment was big and beautiful. I still remembered I can see the Sydney Opera house and Harbour Bridge from the balcony. This year, I can see town hall and the sky tower. It looks very bz to me.

In the afternoon, me and misa went out to shop. We walked around the city, we saw many many Asian people everywhere. In my mind, what is going on Sydney. All I see chinese people and minority white people around. Furthermore, there is a lot of Asian shops with chinese words. I found out we came to China Town. WOW!!! It is bigger than Brisbane. Misa and I felt so hungry because we missed Asian food many months. LOL..!! In the nite, I met up my Korean Mummy for dinner. We went to chinese food court have Korean food. Yum!! I told Helena, I love kimchi which is the best in Korean food.

To be continue…..