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I missed Chinese New Year in 2 years. I keep remember the New Year not to leave my race and culture. Before CNY day is a very important day for all the chinese family which is called Chinese Family Reunion. I don’t know what to do. Finally, I planned to have family reunion with my Brisbane housemate. There are 1 Korean, 1 couple of Swizerlander, and ther rest of them are Australian. I cooked Malaysian food is Maggie mee Goreng , snow pea with mushroom, Fruits salad. Katrina and Helena were making beautiful Shushi. It was a simple day to have a great dinner together. David is always the 1 making tea for everyone. He said I always cannot leave the kitchen everyday. Well, I am eating healthy and most of the time I have more vegetarian now a days.

The 1st day of CNY, I went to Chinatown. Unbelievable it is raining and pleasant wheather during the summer. Last Year, it was hot and dried. Hmm,… Brisbane must be have a hope for water this year. It was a bit crowded in ChinaTown. I saw a lot of Asian students walking there. Nothing much about it, I can hear the drum that must be having a lion dance but I couldn’t see. I only can see the white people are wearing the lion dance clothes.. hehe…

After I have gone home, 2 japanese girls came to my house and visit me. Then I talked to my family and my friends. Everyone saw me dress up differently, they were so curiouse what happen to me. haha… Unfortunately, I still have to go to class during the time. i have never stopped since the school reopen. My body is very tire all the time. I have an Audition for Tokyo Disneyland this coming weekend, I am a bit excited todo the audition. I give a wish for myself " Good luck in the new year and new life, Candy!!"   

Every year 14 of Feb, it is valentine’s day. Girls will get flowers from her love. Boys will get chocalates from his love. Sometimes couples will give presents for each other. How sweet is that…

In Aussie, it is quite a big faestival for them. I don’t celabrate valentine. I just have my normal day. I go to school, dance, eat, and go home. At home, I am dating with my pillow and a bed by myself. LOL..

Love===…….. how to explain it?? It comes from a natural feeling. It is also 1 of the feeling hard to control.  The meaning of "LOVE" is an intense feeling of deep affection or fondness for a person or thing.

In Asia, looking for love always have an arrangement from parents especially ladies’s choice. Parents worry of their own daugther to attach someone. They expect their daugther to look for a great personality partner. It is a hard choice for being a chinese daugther. As a pure Chinese girl is not very easy to let go her soul, body and everything to someone. A chinese man always look for a beautiful pure lady who can give a lot of caring fo him.

In Western like Europe and Aussies, everybody is free to love each other. There is no wrong to love anyone. They can break up anytime. They broke up means their love dies.

To me, I don’t have to celabrate valentines with only my love. I can celabrate with my friends as a love too. I got a hug from my friend. I got a wish from them. I got a chocalate from a friend. We show our love to each other and is also mean you are not going to be alone with or without me.  LOL.. see! How Sweet is that…

I hope everyone has a good valentines day. It is a beautiful time to show the true color of love to anybody who you like.

Trust , What is trust?

1. a firm belief in reliability or truth or strenght of a person or thing.

2.a confident expectation.

3. a thing or a person committed to one care.

This is very very important in verybody’s life. If a person dun trust anything, He or she is not going to be happy or sastifaction in anything. Or, He or she might be not getting anything.

I have been in ADPI 1 year. In my 1st year, i always don’t trust the school much. I was so worry that Where am I? I came to the wrong place. The school has no future for me because I saw the students always wrag from class. I might be not improving my dance and flexibility. Everytime, I lost the ADPI trust from the classmates and teachers.

Today, I already have the trust on ADPI. I didn’t reliaze one thing that I have improved until I was told by my Malaysia friends.

I am the 2nd year in ADPI, a 1st year student was complaining of Ms. Stacey who is my stretching teacher and she really pushed us to do the work and she already has a big goal for us. But, the 1st year student hate the class and keep saying that she can’t do it all the time and no flexible. others just said, "we have to take our time to improve. It will happen 1 day everybody will get flexible. This is the begining of the class. Trust Ms. Stacey." The girl just answered " you are all already flexible.". My adviced to her is " we have to go on this stage, nobody is born in flexible if u dun work it on. I also have been through this."  Now, I have been very flexible a lot. I know I don’t have the natural flexiblity but I trust myself I can be more flexible if I always do my stretchings everyday. In the begining is pain, In the end, I feel so good when I sleep with my leg stretches. Besides, I also have to trust my teachers who put a lot of efforts helping me to solve the problems I have.

Next thing, I have met a lot of my housemates are so lovable. Living under 1 roof, we hardly hide a lot of our emotionals and things from each other. When u sad or crying, all the housemate will know u cried. When u have problems, all the housemate will know. The biggest thing to me is growing the relationship of love in living together in 1 home. I have seen a lot of Allen st girls and boys are so loving each other. This is because everybody understand and "trust" each other.

When I came to Allen st, I treat this accomodation is my Brisbane Home. Living together not long ago, Females and males attraction each other are strong. Everyday or weekend, we spend time chating and watching TV together after from work or school. I have a friend used to live with me in Allen st, she felt in love with a boy. Now, she has already left Brisbane 2 months ago. She is still in love with the boy. But, it is long distance relationship. She said " If I am still with this boy who I love, I will never shut him down, and never let him be alone."  Yes, I also have a same thinking as her. If I really met a boy who I really love, I also would not shut him down, I would do my best as I can for him. As long, he is not alone.

Love is trust. Boys and girls are never lie to each other. To me, I do not like a boy who is using alcohol for excuse or building his confidence which is a very looser personality. Another thing is to show the power to me like taking drugs, smoking, fighting and others.

As a conclusion, my life is just have to be trust. If I lose the trust, I will lose my life. I need my parent’s trust, friend’s trust, love’s trust and all the trust. There is no money or anything can buy or replace the "trust".   

I went back to Malaysia, I really didn’t have any holiday for myself. I went back to my PJ school and Klang school doing classes to keep my body strong and flexibility. I also went to learn swimming. It was good holiday. I helped my parents in housework for chinese New Year. Most of the time, I called Jeremy brother for a tea. Not only him, I have asked my school mates for a tea too.

After 1 and the half month, I am already in Brisbane. Everybody asked me why I go back to Aussies so early. Why not after Chinese New Year. Unfortunately, my school is started so I have to go back and don’t miss the course.

During the holidays, i was so Allen St homesick. This is the place where makes my world stronger. When I got back, I met Michael, Katrina, Jared, and Caitie. Most of them are new to me. Michael is leaving Brisbane to his hometown, Melboure very soon. I am still lucky that I have a short time to see his sweet personality.

After a week back from holiday, I cooked dinner for Michael’s farewell. At night, we drink with other new people in a park. Then, we, Katrina and Jared went to night club for the last time and dance. And, we also went to a beach where is GOLD COAST beach. It was wonderful that Michael taught me how to swim in a big wave. Before we got home, we got sun bath. I was so terrible that my back was burned so red. Now, My body is very hot like fire.

Now, Allen St is very different from last time. But,I still met a lot of good people and lovely. Everyone said I am very hilariouse asian person. I keep making the Allen st ’s merry. I want to make my lifestyle is healthy and happy. I went to school, I always bring a lot of funny things to enjoy my class.

In school, There are so many 1st year students. I still haven’t talked to them. In class, I was busy practising my dance until perfect. As I am 2nd year student, I always want to behave like a dancer in class. I do not want to influence the 1st year students in using bad personality.

In the future coming, i hope I have learnt something which is good and valuable from other people. Everything comes form my heart and my mind.